re: Does drinking alcohol help you with your troubles?

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my wife bought some vanilla beans and a fifth of vodka to make homemade vanilla for cooking. Do you know how many nights I’ve walked into the pantry and stared at that fifth of vodka? I am 25 years sober.

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It's something man. My life is incredible without booze and drugs. Words can't even describe how great it is. But there are days like today and several others over the past year. 5:30 in the morning on the way to work and already thinking about frickin buying a case and a 5th when I get off in 10 hours. And the way home pulling off the side of the rode and calling my grandfather to come over make sure I don't frick up. Very fortunate to have great family friends and a sponsor that really care and are invested in this journey.