re: How are you feeling today?

I'm better this morning than I was last night, but I'm still angry. I'm angry because I've become more and more pessimistic about these games before they even start and I hate being that way. Despite my best intentions to be hopeful for a complete and dominating performance, I'm screaming at the TV by the third quarter realizing that my pessimism is once again justified.

I'm angry because I see a coaching staff and a team continue to struggle with the same problems every game with no discernible or coherent explanation from the head coach as to why.

I'm angry because our coach has put us in a situation to where we have to weigh his previous success compared to his current success to determine his future in a way that divides the fans in such polarizing directions.

I'm exhausted mentally each Saturday criticizing the team to friends and family and I guess I just long for some genuine optimism and a better overall product.