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Have any of you ever experienced "depersonalization"?

Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:30 pm
Posted by TigersSEC2010
Warren, Michigan
Member since Jan 2010
37360 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:30 pm
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Depersonalization (or depersonalisation) is an anomaly of self-awareness. It consists of a feeling of watching oneself act, while having no control over a situation.[1] Subjects feel they have changed, and the world has become vague, dreamlike, less real, or lacking in significance. It can be a disturbing experience, since many feel that, indeed, they are living in a "dream".


Pretty sure I had a mild bout with this yesterday and it scared the fricking shite out of me. Any of you ever experienced this?
Posted by Cmlsu5618
Destin, FL
Member since Sep 2010
3763 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:31 pm to
quote:

Pretty sure I had a mild bout with this yesterday


Details..
Posted by lsuwontonwrap
Member since Aug 2012
34147 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:33 pm to
lol wut
Posted by xXLSUXx
New Orleans, LA
Member since Oct 2010
10306 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:33 pm to
Sounds like a defense lawyer's wet dream.



"Your Honor, my client can't have possibly committed the crimes he is accused of, you see, he is depersonalized."
This post was edited on 6/15/14 at 7:36 pm
Posted by Geaux9
Mandeville
Member since Apr 2009
5173 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:34 pm to
Mushrooms, lsd, and marijuana all cause this. Many people aim for it, but to others it's terrifying. Depression can cause depersonalization as well.

Also, ego death is the most extreme form of depersonalization, and is the most humbling thing one can go through. Ego death can be achieved by smoking dmt, salvia, or eating large amounts of mushrooms. It's not exactly "pleasant" but it's something that you can learn a lot from.
This post was edited on 6/15/14 at 7:38 pm
Posted by Voorhies7
Rounding 3rd
Member since Oct 2012
5591 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:34 pm to
Wife does this when I piihb
Posted by TigersSEC2010
Warren, Michigan
Member since Jan 2010
37360 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:34 pm to
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Details..


Pretty much how it's described in the OP. I felt like I was literally living in a dream. Creepy fricking shite.
Posted by beaver
The 755 Club
Member since Sep 2009
46861 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:35 pm to
I have on mushrooms
Posted by TigersSEC2010
Warren, Michigan
Member since Jan 2010
37360 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:35 pm to
quote:

Mushrooms, lsd, and marijuana all cause this.


Was not on any of those and have never tried any of them.


quote:

Many people aim for it, but to others it's terrifying. Depression can cause depersonalization as well.


Well frick. I don't think I'm depressed.
Posted by Spankum
Miss-sippi
Member since Jan 2007
56030 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:38 pm to
I have not experienced it, but a friend of mine completely quit drinking after this happened to him one night...said it scared the shite out of him and he had no plans for it to happen again...

I don't think he has touched another drop of alcohol since that night....
Posted by SabiDojo
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Member since Nov 2010
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Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:39 pm to
Sounds like a really weird panic attack.
Posted by TigeRoots
Member since Oct 2008
8505 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:45 pm to
How long did this "bout" last? What triggered it?
Posted by TigerPox
Member since Oct 2010
33333 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:47 pm to
I had a couple things in my past that triggered me into this state. It's freaky as shite. Did something trigger you? Like did you get upset or did something happen? I was pushed there and just figured it was a coping mechanism.
This post was edited on 6/15/14 at 7:51 pm
Posted by thejudge
Westlake, LA
Member since Sep 2009
14057 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:48 pm to
quote:

Sounds like a really weird panic attack



Can cause this most definitely.
Posted by TheIndulger
Member since Sep 2011
19239 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:49 pm to


Gotta tell us what happened
Posted by CharlesLSU
Member since Jan 2007
31895 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:49 pm to
Some people with severe anxiety disorders experience it as a way for the body to combat their fears....awful shite.
Posted by lsut2005
Northshore
Member since Jul 2009
2602 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:55 pm to
Had a panic attack after smoking weed in HS that triggered it. I kid you not, the worst experience of my life. Haven't touched marijuana since.
Posted by LSUtoOmaha
Nashville
Member since Apr 2004
26579 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:56 pm to
I am the person to talk to for this. I got derealization (type of disassociative disorder in the same class as depersonalization) when I was 19 and a sophomore in college. It felt like a cloud/bubble in my head that I could not pop. I was disconnected from reality chronically, not just for a 15 minute bout or anything. This lasted for almost a year, until, after many bouts of medication and other types of therapy, finally got treated with Clonazepam. That was the worst year of my life, as I felt like I was just living through the motions.

In general, I have a high level of stress and anxiety. What triggered the derealization was a night of drunkenness followed by trying weed for the first time via a vaporizer. I had panic attack after panic attack for the next few days, and the physicians I spoke to all believed that my body's natural coping mechanism to deal with the stress was to distance my brain from emotion.
Posted by TigersSEC2010
Warren, Michigan
Member since Jan 2010
37360 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 7:59 pm to
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How long did this "bout" last? What triggered it?


Without getting into too much detail, I basically found out that someone I had always seen as a model father and good guy was truly just a worthless piece of shite. There's more that I'm not getting into, but it shocked me and I still feel like it's a dream.

It lasted a few hours. Probably around 4 hours, honestly. It started during lunch and so I went back to my room to sleep, and when I woke up about two hours later it was mostly gone, and by the time I went to sleep that night it was completely gone. At one point I felt as if I could literally feel the life coming back into my body as I went from feeling weak to warm and tingly again.

It was the freakiest shite ever and I hope to never experience it again.
This post was edited on 6/15/14 at 8:01 pm
Posted by barry
Location, Location, Location
Member since Aug 2006
50344 posts
Posted on 6/15/14 at 8:02 pm to
I think I had this when I got anxiety real bad, I have several life changes in a short amount of time. Weird shite.
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