re: My worst fear came true.

My worst fear would be my wife and kids dying simultaneously in a head on collision car accident with the other car containing my parents and my sister and her family. Both cars are on the way to see me because I insisted on them driving that day. The accident happens less than 3 blocks from me and I hear them screaming and crying in pain as I race down the street, but I arrive too late to save them and they all die as I stand helplessly.

Before he dies my son looks directly into my eyes and says please dad. Please don't let me die. There's nothing I can do. He's severed in half. My wife is screaming in pain and before I can get to her she dies. She was trying to say something but I couldn't hear it over the din of wretched screams coming from the other tortured victims. I never get to tell her I love her one last time.

As I cry in pain one of the cars erupts and I am dosed in burning gasoline that tears at my flesh.

The next day I get the news I have all of my savings and money stolen from me and I'm fired from my job. At the same time, I'm set up for a white collar crime I didn't commit and no one will hire me. What little I have left goes to pay my medical bills. All this happens before I'm 60 and I live in a rundown nursing home alone and in pain for 30 years slowly wasting away while contracting all sorts of STDs because the nursing home staff rapes me daily. Finally I get cancer and als at the same time and suffocate one night but before I die the place catches on fire and I burn alive.


How's that?

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I only have one piece of advice, don't do anything crazy man.

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No shite. I just re-read the OP's last paragraph, about how he's now full of anger and hate.

I hope he doesn't go on a murdering rampage.

I don't think about it everyday. But that's gotta be up there with my worst fear. Way worse than getting cheated on

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Sometimes a man can feel this emptiness,
Like a woman has robbed him of his very soul.
A woman too, God knows, she can feel like this.
And when your world seems cold, you got to let your spirit take control.

Let your soul shine,
It's better than sunshine,
It's better than moonshine,
Damn sure better than rain.
Lord now people don't mind,
We all get this way sometimes,
Gotta let your soul shine, shine till the break of day.

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Compliments of The Allman Brothers Band

You're dating a 23 year old. She doesn't want to sleep with one person. That doesn't make them a whore. It makes her 23 years old.

How about finding someone a little more mature before allowing them to move in with you?

I recommend therapy because it seems like you had some issues from your divorce and should have never started dating in the first place.

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her cruel and black soul.

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Let's get this baw a hooker.


Hooker's make everything better.

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Don't forget that he was 34 and she 23 when they started dating, moved in together almost immediately, and she also has to go to family court.

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and has her own kid if i'm not mistaken.

I could play minesweeper with all of those red flags.

Sorry for your pain. When something like this hits you, nothing feels worse. It consumes your every thought.

That being said, I truly hope one day soon you come back to this thread, read it, and laugh at how pathetic every word you just wrote is. Everything you said about this woman may be true, but it is you who truly has some growing up to do.