Devastated this morning and it's this boards and /pol/s fault

I got black out drunk last night and decided it would be a great time to "red pill" my gf about politics. (Why does everyone want to talk about politics while drunk?) Well, long story short, I talked about various subjects including globalists, feminism, Israel, mossad, Jews in general,(THANKS A LOT GOLDENNUGGET) my suspicion that the holocaust is greatly exaggerated ( I backed this up with facts). I also talked about the shady shite Hillary did and the assassinations that happened to people around her. (my ex gf voted for Hillary).

I know what I did was wrong and you're suppose to take it easy and not show your full power level at once. That stuff escapes your mind, while intoxicated. To make matters worse, it turns out her father is half Jewish.

She dumped me this morning and I begged like a beta, that I was sorry and a few boards brainwashed me and I didn't mean it. I'm going to employ the No contact rule on her arse and not contact her ever again, unless she reaches out to me. The sad thing is that we had everything in common, same hobbies, music, etc. We never had a fight and everything was perfect. Let this be a warning to all.
Never, ever talk politics with your gf.

Mods, please leave this thread up, because I need support and I'm feeling suicidal right now. I'm in shock right now.. Time to drown myself in the liquor..