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Regretting motherhood: What have I done to my life?
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:23 am
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:23 am
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Regretting motherhood: What have I done to my life?
I love my kids fiercely. But, if I’m being totally honest, there are times when I catch myself dreaming about the life I might have if I weren’t chained to three young kids, a husband and a mortgage.
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I have a childless friend who writes bestselling chick-lit novels and runs a media empire. I follow her compulsively on Instagram; while my jealousy grows with every unfiltered photo, I can’t stop scrolling. She’s still as skinny as she was when we were at university, and hot damn she looks good in leather pants. I’m just happy if the sweats I bought at the grocery store are clean enough to get me through another day. While she’s sipping sparkling wine as she jets from London to New York, I’m downing tepid coffee as I drive my kids to ballet and swimming lessons.
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There are times, like when I look at her life and then at my own, that I find myself regretting motherhood. And that makes me feel like a very shitty person indeed.
But before someone ties me to a stake and sets me aflame, I need to make that necessary qualifying statement we must all use when complaining about our lot: I love my children. The deep, burning love I feel for them eclipses everything I have ever felt for anyone, and the love they give back makes me incredibly happy.
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In other words, I am not a monster. In fact, I think I’m a kick-arse mom. But what I’m struggling with is that it feels like their amazing life comes at the expense of my own.
By the time I get them into bed, I’m exhausted, but then there’s laundry to do and lunches to pack. I’ll maybe watch half an hour of TV before stumbling into bed, only to be woken at 4 a.m. by the baby—and the slog starts all over again.
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I know I’m not alone. But admitting that parenting is hard, or that there are parts of it we don’t like, is still something of a taboo. When we do complain, we do it in the most socially acceptable way, through memes declaring “the struggle is real” or by talking about how much wine we need to get through this. We joke, but it doesn’t feel very funny. It feels like bits of me, the fun bits, mostly, are dying from a lack of attention.
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When I ask my parent friends if they dream of running away, every single one of them says yes. They might laugh when they reply, but dig deeper, and they’ll talk longingly about the things they miss—newspapers in bed on a Sunday morning; patio drinks that spill into raucous nights out; long, leisurely lovemaking sessions with their husbands—and all the opportunities they’ve passed up by having kids.
quote:Regretting Motherhood
I know I need to take the occasional break from my family and stop feeling guilty about taking some time for myself. I’m lucky my job requires the odd trip away, and now that my youngest is 15 months old, and I’ve stopped nursing, I can travel solo again. Being away is incredible, and I savour each small pleasure (uninterrupted sleep in crisp sheets, a long bath, finishing a novel, dinner after 5 p.m., someone serving me—I could go on and on).
As someone who is young, childless, in shape (and handsome - if I'm being honest) and has lots of free time, I can't relate to her struggle in any way, but I found this article interesting and insightful. I wonder if there are any parents here who feel similarly.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:24 am to Pecker
She should play FarmVille with Jon Ham
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:26 am to Pecker
She clearly never received one of these for Christmas.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:26 am to Pecker
Those childless mothers hit 40 or so and regret not having children, etc
it goes both ways
The downfall is social media honestly. Everyone envying someone else's life is the norm.
it goes both ways
The downfall is social media honestly. Everyone envying someone else's life is the norm.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:26 am to Pecker
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But, if I’m being totally honest, there are times when I catch myself dreaming about the life I might have if I weren’t chained to three young kids, a husband and a mortgage.
everyone has these types of thoughts
whether it be about children, career, partner, etc
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:27 am to Pecker
A (very good looking) lady down the street who is getting divorced told me the other day that she wished this divorce had happened before they had kids
Ouch!
Ouch!
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:27 am to Pecker
The Internet - Where things that were once reserved to a personal journal/diary are now posted online for everyone to read.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:28 am to Landmass
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She sounds like a selfish bitch.
I think she's just honest to an uncomfortable degree.
Most parents are deep down a little bit jealous of single friends that travel a lot and have no attachments.
But in the end, those with kids will not regret a thing. When her kids graduate college and hug her and say "thank you mom I love you", it'll all be worth it.
Just my take.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:28 am to LSUvegasbombed
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The downfall is social media honestly. Everyone envying someone else's life is the norm.
100%
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:29 am to Pecker
Having kids means making sacrifices, but it does not mean you have to be a homebody who never has any experiences anymore... Unless you're poor.
These people are similar to people who feel trapped in their marriage. They have delusions of grandeur about their life before kids similar to how people like to think they were much more the lothario than they really we're before getting married.
These people are similar to people who feel trapped in their marriage. They have delusions of grandeur about their life before kids similar to how people like to think they were much more the lothario than they really we're before getting married.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:30 am to Pecker
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I have a childless friend who writes bestselling chick-lit novels and runs a media empire.
Being a professional and being a mom are not exclusive. Both can be done and done well. Sure there will be some limits but I'm betting even without kids, mortgage and husband she wouldn't be "living up" to her perception of her friend's life.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:30 am to Pecker
Basically you put in 60 years of effort so hopefully someone cares about you enough to visit you in the nursing home.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:30 am to Pecker
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I love my kids fiercely. But, if I’m being totally honest, there are times when I catch myself dreaming about the life I might have if I weren’t chained to three young kids, a husband and a mortgage.
I have no sympathy for this cünt. This was all her choice
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:31 am to secondandshort
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I'm betting even without kids, mortgage and husband she wouldn't be "living up" to her perception of her friend's life.
For sure.
She's assuming without her attachments she also would have a media empire and jet setting around the world.
Its not that easy
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:32 am to LSUvegasbombed
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The downfall is social media honestly. Everyone envying someone else's life is the norm.
Posted on 6/27/18 at 9:32 am to TheCaterpillar
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think she's just honest to an uncomfortable degree.
Most parents are deep down a little bit jealous of single friends that travel a lot and have no attachments.
But in the end, those with kids will not regret a thing. When her kids graduate college and hug her and say "thank you mom I love you", it'll all be worth it.
Well said.
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