re: LN "Tinder" ST, not LNST...

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I sometimes wish I was capable of legitimate connection but so far, life has taught me that I am a cold, heartless bastard when it comes to romance.

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Eh, I wish it didn't make it so easy. It's like being rejected makes them try harder. Not that I care, but that trying to prove something sex is Awesome . They get all pissy and I still don't care and don't react and guess who's texting late at night sending me dirty viddies.

Can we talk about DMT again?

Hopefully they won't read/whack this thread.

Plus it's personal stuff not a suggestion or banner for everyone to try it...



What is the theory behind machine elves, or the fractal sprites being shared between all people?

Hey Bros!

I've got too much other stuff to worry about to go around chasing pussy.

Just recently had a lady tell me that one of the most attractive things about me was that I'm completely and unapologetically me. I pull no punches. I'm honest and blunt without being immovable. I am what I am and I own it.

It was a phenomenal complement. I'm finally to the point where I am good with myself. (Well, mentally at least. This beer gut needs to go.)

I've got a good job I'm good at. I've got enough bachelor time that I can do what I want. I've got an impressive, extensive bar offering for any palate. I can cook like a champ. I make them laugh and yet I can have a very deep and cerebral discussion. And I know what the frick I'm doing in the bedroom.

She told me that was a huge turn-on and very different. Because I'm a laid back guy. Very chill. Very relaxed, anything goes.

But when I close that door I take over.

I guess they like that.

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Near death experiences are something I want to wrap my head around and DMT is part of that.

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I know of one person who claims to have had a self-induced DMT trip by plunging herself into a lake during winter. She also became a devout Christian afterwards, so go figure.

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I also want to understand the experience in a transcendent sense.

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Honestly, for me, DMT is just too plain damn weird for me to really get anything tangible out of it. Psilocybin is my go-to for really in-depth and revealing trips.

My ex hated me for that.

She would just get jealous over all the things I could do. This would also let herself slip into a state to where she would get completely quiescent and I would do wverything. She would give up at trying to do anything because i would do everything. I dunno.

From DMT?

Let's just say I've gone exploring into the farther reaches.

What is going on in here? The dark web?

My thoughts on this: Do whatever brings you peace and happiness. Sometimes it takes days, weeks, years but when you finally find peace within yourself happiness seems to follow shortly thereafter. Age is just a number in the whole spill also