re: It's 2019. Is your outlook positive, negative or neutral?

My outlook is as positive as I can be. It makes me sad to read your post because you don't realize the gift you have. I have terminal cancer and now I try to make every day the best I can. All my life I kept thinking when X happens I will find peace and happiness but if it came to pass I was chasing the next thing I thought would make my life complete. I had/have a great husband, a fantastic job but kept on chasing, something (no, I was not messing around). Now it's too late and I realize it was right in front of me and I should have appreciated things more.
I know this sounds like a lot of cliches' but it is true. Enjoy your life, family, friends and good times when you can. You just never know.