re: Had this girl I'm dating drop the E bomb (exclusive) on me

It sounds to me like you really like this girl but you're scared to get into anything serious because you've got some other stuff going on. Fear of commitment perhaps? Or abandonment issues? Either way, your best course of action is to get her pregnant, your natural instincts will kick in overriding whatever baggage is preventing you from getting serious with this girl you like so much. Good luck.