re: Do you ever feel like someone is watching you; even inside your home?

Yes we are working on things.

But she doesn't "live" here, she just visits at times.

Maybe the stress from that is breaking me.

I'm not worrying if she is back with anyone, I've grown from the experience, it is her lost,but the stress of it in the back of my mind could be wrecking ship.

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I have been clean since September 2020.

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bullshite. Reminds me of when Courtney Love was out of her mind on heroin and Jeff Ross roasted her:

How is it possible that Courtney Love looks worse than Kurt Cobain

Go into detox tomorrow.

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No drugs, but tbh, I feel like I can see behind the curtain. It seems like we have layers on top of layers which exist all as the same point, but pressure inside that point is our existence. We consume food, that used to consume energy, everything is just a transfer of energy.

I'm not certain if we see the real picture anymore, the way we perceive reality is just perceived.

I've been think a lot about life, especially plant life. We look of it as non-consious, but watching time lapse of plants respond to certain inputs is interesting. What if we move at the speed of a plant as we perceive it, but something observes us as we observe a plant, relative to time.

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Listen, I once tripped so hard I felt the grass scream in pain below me and a hot dog started lecturing me. But that was a hell of an 8 hour trip. You’ve been off your rocker for quite a while. Time to call a buddy who loves you and will take care of you for the night. You are not talking like anyone remotely sober. Been down that trail, so I hear you, but I’m off it and you think you are too. Call a close friend, and if you don’t have one nearby unfortunately a family member to babysit you and walk you through this. You need it.

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Well that’s good. Honestly you should probably schedule an appointment with a psychiatrist as soon as possible. If you’re being honest in your posts, you sound possibly manic and possibly suffering from some type of paranoid psychosis.

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He’s on something, I’m just not sure what it is yet.

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He’s on something, I’m just not sure what it is yet.

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Negative

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Believe I am just lonely, working from home with no IRL friends is starting to get to me

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Well no shite, all you do is post pics of your dog while you're in a bathtub.


Get off the internet for a bit and go meet some people.

I'm not on anything.

Edt: now you are making me scared.

I feel under control, but its not my choice. Something is guiding us.

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Get off the internet for a bit and go meet some people.

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Would you want to meet him in this condition? Not like there are many music fest a right now. He needs help.

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If you’re not, you’re in some really serious trouble and should be institutionalized.

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No he’s no where near needing to be institutionalized, but if he’s being honest the situation with his ex, his recent sobriety and the current COVID situation could definitely create a “special storm” that is severely affecting his mental health. He should definitely reach out to a professional or at the very least a close friend or family member

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If I could safely phase shift between dimensions,

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So you're saying you can do it, just not safely?

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Big Tech is abducting people to install sensors to record visuals, audio and local weather sensors with tramitters to send back data through a mesh network. The compromised individuals are not aware they have been made into walking data collectors.

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Lava lamps seem to have the ability to create forcefields with everything their light touchs. So it is not a perfect sphere around the lamp, but anything the light and heat touches is incased inside a protective envelope.

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I have been clean since September 2020. No drugs, but tbh, I feel like I can see behind the curtain. It seems like we have layers on top of layers which exist all as the same point, but pressure inside that point is our existence.

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No drugs

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Riiiiiiiiiight. Ok bro whatever you say.

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So you're saying you can do it, just not safely?

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Yes.

Have you ever awaken from a dream with the sensation of falling?

You didn't know, but you phase shifted to another plane of existence.

I fear of becoming stuck between or in another reality.