Addicted to Strip Clubs

So yes the title says it all. I haven’t had much luck in the last 10 years in the dating scene. I never thought I needed love or a woman and now I realize how wrong I was. But I am single and alone and about six months ago started frequently strip clubs.

I am now going almost every 2 months from Daytona Beach over to Tampa. The addiction thread a few days was a wake up call. I am becoming addicted to strip clubs.

I love it. The fantasy, the change of gender roles (women have to do the work), the classic dark environment, everything.

These women can easily take my money. I love the attention. I get to be the center of attention to a level of woman I would never have a chance at.

But I can see where it will lead. That I will start to completely lose myself in the fantasy. And the strip club I go to in Tampa, we’ll let’s just say the women are okay with lots of touching and physically. For an extra $20 tonight one of my favorite strippers at the club gave me a BJ.

It’s becoming an addiction and soon enough I could see myself taking the next step and convincing a stripper to have sec or going the escort/call girl route.

I’m worried where I’m going but I don’t want to stop and I’m not really sure I know how to stop. I know I’m wasting money that could be used for other things. I know it’s fake, but I don’t care. I haven’t traditionally suffered from additions. But I sit here in my car at a Wawa going back to Daytona Beach when I have to be at work at 8:30 tomorrow.

What do I do to present this from spiraling out of control? To prevent this from becoming an addiction?