re: As a man it can be really hard to admit without looking weak

I haven’t read 5 pages so don’t know what’s been said that’s actually serious, but I went through this myself. Had a girl that mental issues and I tried to help. All I got out of it was a lot of guilt. Then when I was ready to leave she said she’d kill herself if I did. So I stayed and things got even worse.

To anybody in this position you need to walk away. This person needs help you can’t provide. You need to do what is best for you, and if they harm themselves that is on them. They will either do that or not and it won’t have much to do with you either way.