re: If You Could Change One Decision You Made In Life

Wish I had kept playing music. Band directors from 5th grade through 10th grade had very high praise for me. 9th and 10th were at BRHS in the lower level Jazz Ensemble. Best high school music program in the state, at least at that time. Director told me I had the chops to be the best trombone player he'd ever had and I could earn schollies if I applied myself. Just always hated practicing and didn't appreciate the talent I had. Frustrated the shite out of him. When I finally quit I said I wanted to play something else, like drums. Never did pick anything else up though. Dumbass.



It's either that one or the fact that I am nearly 100% certain that I could've nailed this hot younger girl one night some years ago, but for whatever reason I didn't think it all the way through at the time. Was hanging out with another female friend that night after work when the opportunity basically presented itself. The thought even entered my mind I think but I was too dumb to tell my friend "Hey, I gotta leave now."

Honestly I was trying to figure out if I should try to hook up with my friend I was already hanging with too. Wound up with nothing. Often think about what could've been that night.