re: So my SO left me last night

Once you hit rock bottom, you will know! Maybe loosing this girl is not rock bottom for you? But one day your are gonna wake up, and ask for real help. Hopefully it's not on the OT. I hit my rock bottom sept 6th of this year, I've been sober since. I had a drunk parent that died at a early age. I always told myself I would never drink like that, well guess what I did!! I used drinking as a cover up for anxiety and depression, at first it helped. It's started as a couple a whiskey drinks here and there. I started to hide it, and all of a sudden I was going thru a fifth a whiskey a day. I've had my share of blackouts, kidney pains you name it. You've got to want to stop!! Best of luck to you!