re: So my SO left me last night

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This is someone that understands

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I do... I know to well, amigo.

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I feel terrible about what I've done, but it is what it is. I don't go out and get trashed when I have things to do for work. However, when I have the opportunity to cut loose I do.

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You can't change the past. Just know that your drinking will cost you dearly down the road. If you are having this bad of a time with drinking in med school then get ready because the pressure will only gets worst over time. Your work will eventually interfere with the drinking. Be prepared because "it is what it is".

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ETA I have quit for months at a time to prove to myself I could... But I'm not going to quit all together. I just can't see myself living that life.

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You want it and need it. It's the only way you can cope. There is no such thing as controlling this bitch. If you can admit that at least then you made progress and this thread wasn't for nothing. Listen, if you can't control how much you consume then you don't control it!!!