re: I'm so fricking tired......just tired.

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fool_on_the_hill

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Link to Beatles “I’m So Tired”

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Checks out.

Keep fighting the good fight man. God's got a plan and a purpose for you and you never know who you're gon a cross paths with who needs your influence in their life.

Get outside and do hobbies away from people (fishing, hunting, hiking, biking, etc). Stay away from TV and the news. Every American was looking for something to give us hope, but 4 years later and still choosing between the same two complete goons as leaders. Politics and both parties have failed is. Dont vote and send a message. Frankly does it matter which one of these idiot 80 year olds win?

Give up on having hope in this country and way of life and focus on yourself and your family. Again, turn off the news and tv.

Note: I haven’t watched the news (National and local) for over a year and I’m better for it.

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Microdosing fight club

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The first rule of fight club is…..?
Wait, we don’t need rules, man.
(Laughs in stoner)

Life's a bitch, bro
Sell everything and hit the road in an old van.

You ain’t alone brother

I get it, but you can't have that attitude.

Meh… I took off until Tuesday. I’m a short bike ride to JazzFest. I’m spending the next 5 days cutting loose at the Fair Grounds and at late night shows around the city with friends and family. Not a care in the world.

Let the DV’s rain down on me from people who hate New Orleans, crowds, and rock&roll. I love it.

Find whatever it is that is “fun” for you and dig in.

Bro, I was just reading a political blogger explain his recent absence from posting. Be grateful you don't have a golf ball of bacteria growing in your taint. Get out and enjoy the sunshine.

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On April 24 I had come back home from a medical check-up. The immediate issue had been a sudden strong tingle and lameness in my left forearm, a potential sign, my general practitioner (GP) had mused, of an imminent cardiac infarction or stroke. The results of the check-up were, luckily, negative. There was no sign of either being imminent. The tingle must have been a local issue. It has since gone away.

Meanwhile, unrelated, a rice corn sized inclusion under my skin, right between my legs and about two inches in front of my anus, had decided to end its years long hibernation. It suddenly got infected and went berserk. Within a day or two it had developed into a painful hazelnut sized abscess. Not really unusual - these things typical develop, acne like, a channel towards the skin's surface, empty their dirty content and die.

The GP told me to see a specialist to open it up. When I arrived at the clinic, at nine in the morning, I was feverish and the beast had grown to the size of a golf ball. Instead of working its way towards the outside it had decided to channel itself deeper into my body. Two hours after I had arrived the doctors had put me to sleep and had started to cut it out.

What had been planned as an ambulant procedure turned out to necessitate a five day stay.

It was a late save, the doctors later told me. A day longer and the golf ball sized thingy would have spilled its dirty content right into my blood stream. The released bacteria would have wreaked havoc at my heart valves and elsewhere.

After the removal of the abscess the relief from the raging infection was felt immediately. There followed a few boring days with high intravenous doses of several antibiotics. They have killed off (hopefully) the last remnants of the infecting bacteria.

I am back home again - still feeling utterly tired and drained.

There is a new hole between my legs which will take several weeks, and some care, to close itself.

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