re: I'm so fricking tired......just tired.

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Wake up.....go to work......put up with shite....glad when you leave work and have a few hours of joy...then start thinking about the next day.

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This could all be fixed by getting a new job. Trust me, it's not worth staying there.

I was stressed to the max about my previous job, to the point where it was affecting my home life. They were actively trying to frick me over and get rid of me and it caused me so much internal stress (and I never had to deal with stress in my life really). I stayed there for 15 years and all it got me was shite on constantly. I also hate change, so was hesitant to leave. But I found something in a different office (same department) and have fricking thrived over here. I love working here, I make about 45% more money here with about 2% of the responsibility, and most importantly I am fricking truly content and happy here. My work/home life balance is great...I leave my job at work every day and go home and hang with my family. I now have bosses that appreciate and value me as opposed to ones trying to frick me over. Waking up every day and not completely dreading going to work is a wonderful feeling.

My only advice is start HARD looking for a new job. I promise if work stresses you out even half as much as it seems from a reading your OP for five seconds, you'll open your eyes to true happiness once you are no longer under the thumb of your current job.