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re: Merry Christmas to everyone I love the ot and everyone here, 2022 is about living

Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:35 pm to
Posted by fr33manator
Baton Rouge
Member since Oct 2010
133276 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:35 pm to
Look dude, you made a babe thread with no Pics. It’s not the end of the world


ETA, if you are serious,

Struggle

I struggle with the madness,
I struggle with the grief,
I wrestle with the moments when I’ve lost all my belief,I
I’ve learned to fight my demons,
I try to fight despair,
Even though it’s ever present I know it’s my cross to bear,
Okay
I’ve learned how to drown the dark out,
And I’ve learned to bear the weight,
To repeat my sacred mantra when there’s too much on my plate,
For I know the urge will pass,
And that I control myself,
But tonight I can’t find sleep,
Worrying for someone else,

For somewhere someone worries,
And thinks all hope is gone,
Somewhere someone doesn’t know,
Darkness never beats the dawn,
And tonight I want to tell them,
You don’t fight this fight alone,
Just hang on a little longer,
Don’t let bullet meet the bone,
And I know your tank is empty,
Lost at sea, no sight of land,
And the fog’s too thick to see,
But I’m begging, take my hand,

Though right now, you feel an island,
Let me tell you boy you’re wrong,
And the darkness that surrounds you’s,
Gonna lift before too long,
‘Cause I’ve been there,
Down in the black,
With all that weight upon my back,
When burdens seem to hard to bear,
I’m here right now,
But I’ve been there.

And I’m not gonna tell you that it all will be okay,
Because that’s all a load of shite,
And rough and rocky is the way,
But I can take a little bit, so let me share the load,
As a fellow broke and busted, let’s walk farther down the road,

Just one foot in front the other,
Like you’re learning how to walk,
I won’t tell you that it’s easy,
I won’t do much more than talk,
But your shoes sure look familiar,
For a fact I know they fit,
Because I was walking in them,
When I said “that’s it I quit.”,

And for truth I can’t explain,
Why right then I hesitated,
But I’m here to tell you now,
I’m so happy that I waited,

I just stayed a little longer,
And from somewhere then I heard,
A sound outside the darkness,
Just the song of some fool bird,

Though blackness still surrounded us,
It sensed what was to come,
Its incessant cheery chirping,
A harbinger of the sun,

Then through the black horizon,
The burst of light then broke,
And from their lofty perches,
Mockingbird and Robin spoke,

And suddenly that crushing weight,
I’d carried just was gone,
‘Cause never once in history,
Has darkness beat the dawn

And all I thought was final,
With toil and time did change,
Then one day I heard ME laughing,
Though the sound was almost strange,

Though I thought my world was over,
It turned out that it was not,
Why I would throw it all away,
Those reasons I forgot,

Now we’re almost out the tunnel,
You can almost see the light,
Cause if you just keep walking,
Day will ALWAYS follow night


This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 9:39 pm
Posted by cajunangelle
Member since Oct 2012
162497 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:39 pm to
Where do you live? I will look up a therapist for you.

Posted by lsu13lsu
Member since Jan 2008
11766 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:41 pm to
It is all in your head. Your daughter doesn’t think you are making any mistakes. Keep taking steps forward and focus on the future not your mistakes. When you are reliving your mistakes stop and start thinking about your daughter. Start thinking about the future.
Posted by Tchefuncte Tiger
Bat'n Rudge
Member since Oct 2004
62600 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:42 pm to
Dear God, please seek help. Call a suicide prevention hotline and don’t give up.
Posted by OldmanBeasley
Charlotte
Member since Jun 2014
10935 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:43 pm to
Email me at
ooldmanbeasley1@gmail.com
I’ll help in anyway I can
Posted by Doublebagger
Member since Mar 2021
980 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:43 pm to
Watch the movie scrooged with Bill Murray.
Posted by fr33manator
Baton Rouge
Member since Oct 2010
133276 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:45 pm to
Posted by 50_Tiger
Arlington TX
Member since Jan 2016
42914 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:47 pm to
Not to get overly philosophical;

You are the one out of 300 million sperm to become you. By that alone makes you a borderline miracle. Life is precious. 299 million different “individuals” didn’t make it. YOU DID.

Time to be the badass you were since conception my dude.

Posted by tilco
Spanish Fort, AL
Member since Nov 2013
14302 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:51 pm to
Op posts about suicide…..silence for the next hour and a half.

Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.
Posted by DCtiger1
Member since Jul 2009
11102 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:51 pm to
You have a daughter and you have to live for her. Mistakes are just the past and they don’t have to define you. We all made mistakes. You can change your life for you and your daughter starting today.
Posted by I Bleed Garnet
Cullman, AL
Member since Jul 2011
54846 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:52 pm to
I will pray for you
Posted by TheBoogeyman
Covington
Member since Apr 2020
325 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:52 pm to
I’ve been there man. Divorce and being away from my kids, shitty new boss at my job making life a living hell. It all seems like the hits keep coming in one after the next. I was tired. I just wanted to not have to wake up to hurting every day. My grandfather committed suicide so I’ve seen it destroy a family. You just pass that pain on to people that love you. I went and got help and I feel like for the first time in a long time I’m happy and enjoying life. I cherish the moments I have with my kids and make good memories with them.
Posted by habz007
New Orleans
Member since Nov 2007
4783 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:53 pm to
I haven’t read the rest of this thread… but to the OP … if you’re reading this , many of us feel this way more times than we want to admit…

I hope the best for you. You can overcome this feeling.

quote:

the only thing that cheered me up today is my daughter looking at me at dinner time saying I love u


This is your light. How wonderful. I have kids who do the same for me. Not everyone does.

Your daughter sounds lovely and she loves you. That’s amazing and priceless. It’s worth everything.


Good luck to you , my friend
Posted by Tiger in NY
Neptune Beach, FL
Member since Sep 2003
31383 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:53 pm to
One of them was posting that thread about a fat chick with no pics earlier.
Posted by DmitriKaramazov
Member since Nov 2015
5572 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:55 pm to
Call a hotline and seek professional help immediately. You owe it to your daughter and to yourself.
Posted by Ed Osteen
Member since Oct 2007
58835 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:55 pm to
quote:

Op posts about suicide…..silence for the next hour and a half.

Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.


I hate these threads because it’s clearly someone who needs help. I hope he reaches out to at least the hotline or updates this thread in the morning
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 9:56 pm
Posted by tiger91
In my own little world
Member since Nov 2005
39983 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:58 pm to
Pretty sure there was a past three years ago that they were able to track the poster down and intervene. Others may remember better than I do.
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 9:59 pm
Posted by boosiebadazz
Member since Feb 2008
84432 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 10:00 pm to
quote:

Op posts about suicide…..silence for the next hour and a half.

Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.


He was posting about chicks with big asses at 2 pm. I hope this is a troll thread because the alternative is terrible, but if it is a troll thread, he’ll prolly get banned for awhile.
Posted by OMLandshark
Member since Apr 2009
119977 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 10:00 pm to
Call your best friend now. Do not be alone. Go on a retreat if you can afford it. Work out and get a therapist. You can do this if only for the sake of your daughter and eventually you will be living for both her and yourself. Don’t do anything rash, especially around the holidays.
Posted by Btrtigerfan
Disgruntled employee
Member since Dec 2007
23475 posts
Posted on 12/21/21 at 10:03 pm to
quote:

chicks with big asses


Makes me smile just thinking about it. Who wouldn't?
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 10:04 pm
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