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re: Merry Christmas to everyone I love the ot and everyone here, 2022 is about living
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:35 pm to andersBlake
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:35 pm to andersBlake
Look dude, you made a babe thread with no Pics. It’s not the end of the world
ETA, if you are serious,
Struggle
I struggle with the madness,
I struggle with the grief,
I wrestle with the moments when I’ve lost all my belief,I
I’ve learned to fight my demons,
I try to fight despair,
Even though it’s ever present I know it’s my cross to bear,
Okay
I’ve learned how to drown the dark out,
And I’ve learned to bear the weight,
To repeat my sacred mantra when there’s too much on my plate,
For I know the urge will pass,
And that I control myself,
But tonight I can’t find sleep,
Worrying for someone else,
For somewhere someone worries,
And thinks all hope is gone,
Somewhere someone doesn’t know,
Darkness never beats the dawn,
And tonight I want to tell them,
You don’t fight this fight alone,
Just hang on a little longer,
Don’t let bullet meet the bone,
And I know your tank is empty,
Lost at sea, no sight of land,
And the fog’s too thick to see,
But I’m begging, take my hand,
Though right now, you feel an island,
Let me tell you boy you’re wrong,
And the darkness that surrounds you’s,
Gonna lift before too long,
‘Cause I’ve been there,
Down in the black,
With all that weight upon my back,
When burdens seem to hard to bear,
I’m here right now,
But I’ve been there.
And I’m not gonna tell you that it all will be okay,
Because that’s all a load of shite,
And rough and rocky is the way,
But I can take a little bit, so let me share the load,
As a fellow broke and busted, let’s walk farther down the road,
Just one foot in front the other,
Like you’re learning how to walk,
I won’t tell you that it’s easy,
I won’t do much more than talk,
But your shoes sure look familiar,
For a fact I know they fit,
Because I was walking in them,
When I said “that’s it I quit.”,
And for truth I can’t explain,
Why right then I hesitated,
But I’m here to tell you now,
I’m so happy that I waited,
I just stayed a little longer,
And from somewhere then I heard,
A sound outside the darkness,
Just the song of some fool bird,
Though blackness still surrounded us,
It sensed what was to come,
Its incessant cheery chirping,
A harbinger of the sun,
Then through the black horizon,
The burst of light then broke,
And from their lofty perches,
Mockingbird and Robin spoke,
And suddenly that crushing weight,
I’d carried just was gone,
‘Cause never once in history,
Has darkness beat the dawn
And all I thought was final,
With toil and time did change,
Then one day I heard ME laughing,
Though the sound was almost strange,
Though I thought my world was over,
It turned out that it was not,
Why I would throw it all away,
Those reasons I forgot,
Now we’re almost out the tunnel,
You can almost see the light,
Cause if you just keep walking,
Day will ALWAYS follow night
ETA, if you are serious,
Struggle
I struggle with the madness,
I struggle with the grief,
I wrestle with the moments when I’ve lost all my belief,I
I’ve learned to fight my demons,
I try to fight despair,
Even though it’s ever present I know it’s my cross to bear,
Okay
I’ve learned how to drown the dark out,
And I’ve learned to bear the weight,
To repeat my sacred mantra when there’s too much on my plate,
For I know the urge will pass,
And that I control myself,
But tonight I can’t find sleep,
Worrying for someone else,
For somewhere someone worries,
And thinks all hope is gone,
Somewhere someone doesn’t know,
Darkness never beats the dawn,
And tonight I want to tell them,
You don’t fight this fight alone,
Just hang on a little longer,
Don’t let bullet meet the bone,
And I know your tank is empty,
Lost at sea, no sight of land,
And the fog’s too thick to see,
But I’m begging, take my hand,
Though right now, you feel an island,
Let me tell you boy you’re wrong,
And the darkness that surrounds you’s,
Gonna lift before too long,
‘Cause I’ve been there,
Down in the black,
With all that weight upon my back,
When burdens seem to hard to bear,
I’m here right now,
But I’ve been there.
And I’m not gonna tell you that it all will be okay,
Because that’s all a load of shite,
And rough and rocky is the way,
But I can take a little bit, so let me share the load,
As a fellow broke and busted, let’s walk farther down the road,
Just one foot in front the other,
Like you’re learning how to walk,
I won’t tell you that it’s easy,
I won’t do much more than talk,
But your shoes sure look familiar,
For a fact I know they fit,
Because I was walking in them,
When I said “that’s it I quit.”,
And for truth I can’t explain,
Why right then I hesitated,
But I’m here to tell you now,
I’m so happy that I waited,
I just stayed a little longer,
And from somewhere then I heard,
A sound outside the darkness,
Just the song of some fool bird,
Though blackness still surrounded us,
It sensed what was to come,
Its incessant cheery chirping,
A harbinger of the sun,
Then through the black horizon,
The burst of light then broke,
And from their lofty perches,
Mockingbird and Robin spoke,
And suddenly that crushing weight,
I’d carried just was gone,
‘Cause never once in history,
Has darkness beat the dawn
And all I thought was final,
With toil and time did change,
Then one day I heard ME laughing,
Though the sound was almost strange,
Though I thought my world was over,
It turned out that it was not,
Why I would throw it all away,
Those reasons I forgot,
Now we’re almost out the tunnel,
You can almost see the light,
Cause if you just keep walking,
Day will ALWAYS follow night
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 9:39 pm
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:39 pm to andersBlake
Where do you live? I will look up a therapist for you.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:41 pm to andersBlake
It is all in your head. Your daughter doesn’t think you are making any mistakes. Keep taking steps forward and focus on the future not your mistakes. When you are reliving your mistakes stop and start thinking about your daughter. Start thinking about the future.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:42 pm to andersBlake
Dear God, please seek help. Call a suicide prevention hotline and don’t give up.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:43 pm to andersBlake
Email me at
ooldmanbeasley1@gmail.com
I’ll help in anyway I can
ooldmanbeasley1@gmail.com
I’ll help in anyway I can
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:43 pm to lsu13lsu
Watch the movie scrooged with Bill Murray.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:45 pm to andersBlake
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:47 pm to andersBlake
Not to get overly philosophical;
You are the one out of 300 million sperm to become you. By that alone makes you a borderline miracle. Life is precious. 299 million different “individuals” didn’t make it. YOU DID.
Time to be the badass you were since conception my dude.
You are the one out of 300 million sperm to become you. By that alone makes you a borderline miracle. Life is precious. 299 million different “individuals” didn’t make it. YOU DID.
Time to be the badass you were since conception my dude.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:51 pm to andersBlake
Op posts about suicide…..silence for the next hour and a half.
Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.
Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:51 pm to andersBlake
You have a daughter and you have to live for her. Mistakes are just the past and they don’t have to define you. We all made mistakes. You can change your life for you and your daughter starting today.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:52 pm to andersBlake
I’ve been there man. Divorce and being away from my kids, shitty new boss at my job making life a living hell. It all seems like the hits keep coming in one after the next. I was tired. I just wanted to not have to wake up to hurting every day. My grandfather committed suicide so I’ve seen it destroy a family. You just pass that pain on to people that love you. I went and got help and I feel like for the first time in a long time I’m happy and enjoying life. I cherish the moments I have with my kids and make good memories with them.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:53 pm to andersBlake
I haven’t read the rest of this thread… but to the OP … if you’re reading this , many of us feel this way more times than we want to admit…
I hope the best for you. You can overcome this feeling.
This is your light. How wonderful. I have kids who do the same for me. Not everyone does.
Your daughter sounds lovely and she loves you. That’s amazing and priceless. It’s worth everything.
Good luck to you , my friend
I hope the best for you. You can overcome this feeling.
quote:
the only thing that cheered me up today is my daughter looking at me at dinner time saying I love u
This is your light. How wonderful. I have kids who do the same for me. Not everyone does.
Your daughter sounds lovely and she loves you. That’s amazing and priceless. It’s worth everything.
Good luck to you , my friend
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:53 pm to andersBlake
One of them was posting that thread about a fat chick with no pics earlier.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:55 pm to andersBlake
Call a hotline and seek professional help immediately. You owe it to your daughter and to yourself.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:55 pm to tilco
quote:
Op posts about suicide…..silence for the next hour and a half.
Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.
I hate these threads because it’s clearly someone who needs help. I hope he reaches out to at least the hotline or updates this thread in the morning
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 9:56 pm
Posted on 12/21/21 at 9:58 pm to Ed Osteen
Pretty sure there was a past three years ago that they were able to track the poster down and intervene. Others may remember better than I do.
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 9:59 pm
Posted on 12/21/21 at 10:00 pm to tilco
quote:
Op posts about suicide…..silence for the next hour and a half.
Either he did it or he’s trolling y’all.
He was posting about chicks with big asses at 2 pm. I hope this is a troll thread because the alternative is terrible, but if it is a troll thread, he’ll prolly get banned for awhile.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 10:00 pm to andersBlake
Call your best friend now. Do not be alone. Go on a retreat if you can afford it. Work out and get a therapist. You can do this if only for the sake of your daughter and eventually you will be living for both her and yourself. Don’t do anything rash, especially around the holidays.
Posted on 12/21/21 at 10:03 pm to boosiebadazz
quote:
chicks with big asses
Makes me smile just thinking about it. Who wouldn't?
This post was edited on 12/21/21 at 10:04 pm
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