About 8 years ago, a good friend of mine committed suicide. This tore me up beyond belief, as I was still in college and I just couldn't imagine why he would have done it.
Anyway, I was having a real hard time dealing with it. About 2 or 3 days after the funeral, I had a dream about him.
We were sitting in a class we had together in high school and he was just talking to me like it never even happened. He shot himself in the chest and I asked to see the wound since he was acting as if it never even happened. He gladly showed me his back where the bullet had apparently exited. It was just a very small scar. He told me "don't worry, I'm ok now". So I asked him "why'd you do it" and he responded with no words, he just smiled.
Then I asked him "How is Heaven"? He just looked at me, smiled and looked off in the distance. He said "sparkly and golden".
Then the dream ended. I have been comforted by that dream ever since then. Was it simply a dream or did he sense a need to comfort me with a message - who knows? I don't know what exactly it was. I do know it was extremely vivid, though. Also, I dream about him pretty regularly still and have yet to dream a dream about him where he talked to me. Every dream I've had since then, he refuses to talk to me. Almost like he can't hear me talking to him and asking him questions. He participates in whatever activity we're doing but he just won't talk. The only time he's ever communicated with me in a dream was this first dream I had of him after his funeral. Does it mean anything? I have no clue.
Has anyone else ever experienced anything like this?
This post was edited on 8/30 at 1:21 pm