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How to cope with the loss of a loved one - 6 years later


I lost my brother almost 6 years ago (he was in his mid 20's). Those first two years after he passed were hell. Things have been better and a little easier to deal with since, but I still think about him often. The hardest thing for me is looking at pictures / videos from back when he was alive. I've longed to see some old home movies of when I was a kid but I know I will just lose it when I see him. It's not that I don't want to see him, but just seeing images of him brings forth such painful emotions. It sucks because we have so many happy memories, but it is so hard for me to relive those memories through pictures / video.

For those that have unexpectedly lost loved ones, do you have similar issues? Should I see a counselor?







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Everybody grieves differently.

My father passed away 3 years ago and I've been to his grave 4 times total. It's probably a little bit of denial but it's just the way I am.






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yes. I knew a kid who died about 10 years ago, the dad could never get over it. Six years later he took his own life. The dad and I were friends, even more so after his son died. He had another son,too. I'm still mad at him for that.





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I have a followup to this question, but have you dreamed of him since?





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First of all. Man, I feel your pain on a deeply personal level.

I recently lost my 21 year old brother to a tragic accident. It ripped a part of me out, a hole that will never be filled.

Grass might grow over it, but nothing can replace that missing piece of you.

Those tears? Let them come. That's shedding water for the dead. That's a tribute to how much they meant to you. Never be ashamed of those feelings.
And it's not something you'll ever truly "get over".
And you shouldn't.

A counselor may help, if you feel you need it.
But what are you really after?






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Maybe seeing a counselor wouldn't hurt. How did he die?





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same with me and grandparents. do something he always wanted to do





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Yea counseling is helpful, whiskey bottles are just short term and not much of a solution at all.

I lost my sister in 1995 and my mom the next year to breast cancer. I still have trouble coping. Needless to say this weekend will be a rough one. Don't lock your emotions out, embrace them and understand that what you feel is natural and nothing to be ashamed of. When something breaks me down for a moment I usually end up feeling better and smiling.

My sister was going through some old photos a couple weeks ago and showing pics to my niece, that was tough b/c she doesn't have either of her grandmothers and mine's been so instrumental in my life.

I encourage you to watch those movies, it could help more than you think.






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I lost my brother almost 6 years ago (he was in his mid 20's). Those first two years after he passed were hell. Things have been better and a little easier to deal with since, but I still think about him often. The hardest thing for me is looking at pictures / videos from back when he was alive. I've longed to see some old home movies of when I was a kid but I know I will just lose it when I see him. It's not that I don't want to see him, but just seeing images of him brings forth such painful emotions. It sucks because we have so many happy memories, but it is so hard for me to relive those memories through pictures / video.

For those that have unexpectedly lost loved ones, do you have similar issues? Should I see a counselor?



Yes, we all have. I lost my dad at 20 and my wife doesn't understand why I don't have pics up but I hate being reminded he is gone. Things DO get easier, as you have learned, but you never totally get over it. Life is LONG and you will lose a lot of people you love. Its just a shitty part of life. Try to just stay busy is the best advice I guess I have.






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Well my first born child died a liitle over 11 years ago. The pain and emptiness has'nt gone away much. Everytime there is a song about a child or maybe a story about a child dying i shed a few tears and just move on with life. Nothing can ever bring my son back so its just something i have to live with.





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I have a followup to this question, but have you dreamed of him since?


Yes. It happened more often several years ago. Now it is very less frequent. I tried writing down all these dreams in a journal so I could remember.






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I wrote a lot since my brother died.

I mean, I've always written when I've felt something. That's my outlet.

I wrote this a day or so after.

I've got nine pounds of hurt in an eight pound pail,
Sticking in my heart like a rusted nail,
Leaving a hole that can never heal,
Carved out my soul like a torch cuts steel,
A part of me lowered down into the dirt,
The grass will grow over, but won't dull the hurt,
Taken too quickly, gone far too soon,
And a ghost train whistle plays a mournful tune,
Gone from this earth, but his mem'ry remains,
Stories of you told again and again,
A hell of a guy, a man like no other,
I'm going through hell, so here's to you brother.


Do you have some sort of outlet? A passion you could channel these feelings into? It might help.






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How did he die?


He died in a boating accident. Was wakeboarding and fell and never came up. He was wearing some crappy lifevest that didn't keep him afloat. I guess I'm pretty bitter about it all still.







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I tried medication but didn't like it. Dabbled in martial arts as exercise and anger release which did help. Talked to someone. I absolutely avoid watching home movies, the one time I did I got depressed again.





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That is awful. The only reason I asked is because it does matter. Like you said, you might be bitter about it still. I would be too. Maybe you should talk to a professional grief counselor. A good one won't pretend to know your pain, but rather be a great listener and offer some insight.





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my best friend died of a overdose about 10 years ago. I never understood how things got so bad for him. He was from a nice family and had a good job at the time of his death.

I guess the hardest thing about dealing with his death was the lack of sadness I had afterwards. I mean he was abusing hard narcotics and had become a real drag to hang around. I was pissed off but I think that was all the sadness turned inward. I've haven't been able to express sadness since I was a kid. That is one thing I would change I about myself if I could.

ultimately, it has been one of the most important experiences of my life. It helped me take a look at myself and the similar choices I was making at the time. Not many days go by where I don't have some kind of spiritual bout concerning him. They are both good and bad but I see it as an opportunity to grow more spiritually. By the way, I don't attend church so don't take this the wrong way.

hopefully you find some peace.






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I have never lost someone close. The day will come and I will be devastated





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It won't be easy. You know that by now. The best thing to do is concentrate on those good times. Try talking to someone who was familiar with him. Don't try to take all that pain alone if you don't have to. Eventually the pain will pass, and you'll once again be able to laugh at the good times. I'm sorry you lost your brother and stay strong.





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The fact that you're asking if you should see a counselor tells me you should see a counselor.

A problem with losing someone close is the repetitive thoughts and inability to adequately digest them (for lack of a better word). You also may have problems discussing your feelings with your family and friends or they may feel uncomfortable discussing it with you for whatever reason. A counselor has no skin in the game except to help you. No shame in seeing one.

Good luck.






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Sorry for your loss and wish I had the answers. My best friend, was murdered 2 yrs ago and I think of him several times ever day. Don't know how to stop but I just miss the guy!





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