If it is not normal, it is, therefore, abnormal. Not usual.
It's painful that you use the word "tortured" in this conversation.
Using a dictionary, you have not proven that there is anything unnatural or abnormal about homosexuality. It occurs in nature. Repeatedly. In hundreds of species. Just because you choose to label it abnormal does not make it so. Nor does calling something deviant make it so. I could call blonde hair deviant if I wanted to, I guess, based on your illogic.
Another point, women's equality has been rejected by a powerful majority for generations. I guess that must be natural too.
And white men maintain quite a bit of power across the global. Yet, white men are a minority. They are not the norm. Deviance!
Simply labeling someone abnormal and subjecting him/her to persecution will surely have an effect on his sense of self worth and well-being. What you have done here is support my argument. And you have provided no basis for your orientation, your life style choice (which appears to be to remain impermeable to reason).